That's what I want to say in this post.
Well, mostly. I'm actually in a really weird in between spot. I'm half "bleh" and half "bring it."
Bleh because I have been coasting. Sometimes not even coasting. And it's so stupid. I sit here, every Mamavation Monday, seeing the great things you all have done the previous week, and I feel jealous. I want to have lost pounds. I want to have eaten that well. I want what you where able to do. And yet, the next day comes, and I don't do it. I get lazy, or overwhelmed, or bored, and then I cop out. I do workout. I do eat well. But not all the time, only sporadically. And doing it "when I feel like it" isn't getting me anywhere.
I just don't know how to force myself to always want it. And it is so funny - I'm sure if you went back and analyzed my posts - half of them would be upbeat and "bring it," and the other would be "bleh." So, I'm a little bit of both this time.
My "bring it" attitude is a way to force myself into doing it. (Shhhh, don't tell that party of me that I don't really want to "bring it.") It is a way to force me into action. This time around I've made a mini competition with my husband. One point for each time we work out, one point away for each time we even mention going out to eat. I plan on kicking his butt. *Hi boo, glad you're reading this, and yes, I am smack talking via my blog. muah.*
Bleh and bring it. Feeling one more than the other, but I guess the trick is to force "Bleh" into submission....for as long as I can.
(Bet you can guess I didn't lose pounds this week. I'm around 194. Bleh. Bring It.)